Our process is unique to each of us. Numerous times we beat ourselves up because we're not where others are or where you thought you'd be. Just take a deep breath, close your eyes, and count to five because you'll still be where you are right now but the unnecessary anxiety and stress will destroy the joy of the journey.
Imagine running 10 feet in a 400 mile journey. It wouldn't make much of a difference overall right? Except you might end up tiring yourself out. So pace yourself. Take breaks. Rest when needed. Re-evaluate your mental health. Take care of you. Care for someone who could never repay you while protecting your space. Love God, Love Christ, Love yourself.
Love you all and have a great one!